The "Singled" out feeling

Visualization.

There's bridge A and there's bridge B. You are currently on bridge A. While on bridge A, you are quite happy with where you are, your career is going well, you have a decent set of friends, everyday life is not too short of peachy.

Quite happy is not good enough, because bridge B is something that you have idolized. Bridge B is where you think you belong. Its where you know you'll be happy beyond belief.

There are no known connectors to the life at bridge B. Currently, there is no awareness to a transition mechanism to cross over to bridge B, to sum it up, its barely in sight , but not completely gone. You want bridge B so much that you won't accept that it is not there. The classical argument being, "Just because you can't see it now, doesn't mean that it is not there". It is not just getting to bridge B, it is doing so with all the right factors.

Bridge A is a good place to be, for it could be worse, but now that it s there, now that it is under control, it is inevitable that bridge B is hoped for, because remaining on bridge A is akin to feeling crowded while alone and feeling lonely while in a crowd.

It is being singled out and watching the world go by, wishing that the fog is cleared and believing that bridge B is not just a destination, its the start of another journey.